Hi guys. Thanks for visiting my blog. Well, assuming if there's anyone who visits here anyway.
You're probably here due to the fact that
1)either you know me and just want to know what's going on
2)just really curious about who I am
3)other reasons that I can't think of (ha ha!)
Unfortunately, my first post of this blog is going to be a pretty sad one. You see, I've been living in a family, which I can thank my lucky stars some of you would say, but ironically, this isn't the case.
I personally don't like writing blogs and in doing so, I just feel redundant in writing one anyway.
The reason why I'm writing one right now? Simple.
I'm sad. Really.
I feel that if I don't find a sort of medium to release my, erm, 'thoughts' I'll probably go locco.
One fact that I would like to make, 'I don't like my family, and they don't like me'.
Sure, you'll think that this is common. No big deal.
Well personally, I take it quite seriously and ironically, so does my family.
To be honest, I would love to describe my situation to you all here right now but I just can't for the moment. Because if I do turn back the pages of my life to relate what went on in the past and present, I'll definately break down.
Another fact: I'm a Christian.
Now, being a Christian I really expect myself to improve and people around me to, well, become better. But it's so difficult to be a 'Christian' when your family always constantly beats you down with unreal-facts about you and being a Christian, saying that all Christians are self-centered and stuff, and etc. I mean, if you wanna beat my self-esteem down and stuff, sure go ahead. But to continue onto what I believe in... what can I do?
As you're reading this blog, I'm actually crying myself nuts. Well, not literally. But yeah, my heart hurts and my eyes feels like tears are just welling to flow. It hurts just being me. Yeah, there you have it.
And to think this is the "The Domain of the Conqueror!". ha ha... ha... ... ... ... ... ...
Hey, who knows, I might just explain what's going on in my future posts, eh?
You're probably here due to the fact that
1)either you know me and just want to know what's going on
2)just really curious about who I am
3)other reasons that I can't think of (ha ha!)
Unfortunately, my first post of this blog is going to be a pretty sad one. You see, I've been living in a family, which I can thank my lucky stars some of you would say, but ironically, this isn't the case.
I personally don't like writing blogs and in doing so, I just feel redundant in writing one anyway.
The reason why I'm writing one right now? Simple.
I'm sad. Really.
I feel that if I don't find a sort of medium to release my, erm, 'thoughts' I'll probably go locco.
One fact that I would like to make, 'I don't like my family, and they don't like me'.
Sure, you'll think that this is common. No big deal.
Well personally, I take it quite seriously and ironically, so does my family.
To be honest, I would love to describe my situation to you all here right now but I just can't for the moment. Because if I do turn back the pages of my life to relate what went on in the past and present, I'll definately break down.
Another fact: I'm a Christian.
Now, being a Christian I really expect myself to improve and people around me to, well, become better. But it's so difficult to be a 'Christian' when your family always constantly beats you down with unreal-facts about you and being a Christian, saying that all Christians are self-centered and stuff, and etc. I mean, if you wanna beat my self-esteem down and stuff, sure go ahead. But to continue onto what I believe in... what can I do?
As you're reading this blog, I'm actually crying myself nuts. Well, not literally. But yeah, my heart hurts and my eyes feels like tears are just welling to flow. It hurts just being me. Yeah, there you have it.
And to think this is the "The Domain of the Conqueror!". ha ha... ha... ... ... ... ... ...
Hey, who knows, I might just explain what's going on in my future posts, eh?
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